Tuesday, August 24, 2010

i'm insane

just thought you should know....

i'm completely insane.

Bad bad bad choices EVERYWHERE!

Monday, August 02, 2010

Flames on the side of my face

Oh Lord, what am i doing now?

So, there's this guy... I knew him 22 years ago. He's older than me. And that alone is enticing to me. But there's more.
I was barely out of my teens when I met him. And he wrote me a letter. A letter that I have never ever forgotten. And he was married at the time. And yet he wrote me a letter expressing some interest in me. And being that I was so young, I didn't really know what it meant.

Fast forward 22 years and our paths have crossed again. And he's married, to a different woman.

And yet... I'm attracted to him. And, I feel fairly certain that he is attracted to me. Maaaybe I'm reading more into this than there is, but I really feel like he is flirting with me.

so, what now? Do I really want to go there?

Why oh why is it only the married ones that find me attractive???